lil tots, big tots

went ktv last last saturday with baby, ongu and yapu @ amk... haven fully recovered from cough then and din really enjoy my own singing but enjoyed others' singing... now finally can singing loud loud in shower le... anw after ktv we went to chill and haf some coffee.. its kinda fun to catch up with ongu and yapu.. hey forget tell u gers tat baby's taste is those kawaii looking type ones... those short short cute cute 'xiao niao yi ren' de... haha... so help kp a lookout ya

at home now oh.. long time no slp after 1am liao... kinda enjoyed e shift system wer i can haf few days off and slack around at home... no monday blues... cool... cos i dun work on mondays... lol... tho i do work on saturdays >_< work is still so far so gd... ppl at work are so nice ppl... dunno wat they thinkin inside, but keep it simple... nice ppl...

gettin paycheck soon... so many things to clear... phone bills, pc loan, study loan, rent, loan from bro and papa mama money... wonder how much i'll be left with... comp at home oso half-spoilt... no money buy graphics card and RAM...

i dunno wanna live my life everyday like tis... i wanna clear all my liabilities... i dun wanna think so much and so long juz to buy something tat costs like juz a hundred bucks like an mp3 player... i dun wanna feel heart pain when something spoil and nd to get replaced... gotta start some serious planning soon...

i wanna have financial freedom by 30... free of worries... live my life as i want to... aspire for my dreams... goin for greater dreams... roar!

positive

its kinda strange how ur health affects your mentality... i was juz feeling a lil' bit better and im already feeling a lot more motivated... still havin those aftermath symptoms like nasal passage filled with sick phlegm and havin a cough... but im feeling so alert in the mind, love to interact with ppl, wan to find things to do tat can make me better....

today marks the end of wave 1 trg... going back to my dept tmr onwards.. need wait long long b4 i go back into wave 2 trg.. going to miss the relaxed time juz like going for lectures in uni feel... and the fun batch of ppl in my wave, enjoyed each others laughter, stupid comments etc... tho no chiobu... still happy... lolx...

im happy to say... i'm happy... =)

about 2 weeks...

yea... nearly 2 wks into starting work... still in the so called "honeymoon period" where we're still having trainings... kinda fun... made frens although no chiobu around...

kinda sad tat i'm not feeling well... keep acting like i am okay hoping i'll eventually be okay, but my nose juz keeps running and having tat *blur* feeling... went medical centre in company to get free panadol and throat lozenges... free drugs... cool... but i rather be okay than be getting free drugs...

feeling down when not feeling well... when feeling down i juz dun haf the energy and motivation to do things... feel like juz letting the time slip by...

hope my condition wun worsen.. and be well to go for the tentaive ktv session tis wkend.... lol... more importantly i need to be well to enjoy my honeymoon period during trg...