today is the start of the rest of my life....

"Today is the start of the rest of my life".... i dunno where i hear this from... but it sure made me think a lot...

well anw... been letting the precious time slipped through without knowing again... only less than 2 wks left to the start of my last semester....

fyp... i dun even dare to think abt it... my progress is like 0%.... i cant imagine wat the reaction on my prof's face will be when he sees me... im sad... but im not doing much abt it... been giving myself a lot of reasons of why my progress is so slow...

well... yes its oso true tat there are many things tat came up to halt my progress... been to kl and penang to makan wedding dinner and visit grandma.... been sick for few days until now recovered but still coughing.... been going for hockey matches and training.... been been slacking at home during wkends n public hols like xmas and new yr cos i feel like if i started working or pat tor then it seems like there's not much chance to stay at home enjoy simple family life and make my parents glad just by my presence at home... well come to think of it this vacation is only 4 weeks and its realli kinda short....


"What would you do if you are not afraid?" this is another quote that made me think a bit... read "who moved my cheese" for the first time.... so paiseh that im so slow to read this book when everyone had read this like yrs ago.... but there's oso few of my fwens who din read b4 and i rec them to read cos can finish the book in like less than 2 days...

and yes.... this book had made me get my engine started to do some of my fyp... better than nothing i guess... but progress halted since i fell sick.... damn sickness... well im not going to give myself anymore reasons to not cont wer i left off for the rest of this week and next....

well i gotten my grades and fuck it did suck enuff to not push up my honors.... yes it sucks to me cos i need the grades to push for a good honors but it seems now its game over and i'd happily settle for a 2nd lower if everything goes well....kinda scared tat i'll get 3rd class *touch wood* cos my yr1 n yr 2 grades sure damn suck and i ta pao b4... really did screwed up for the subj QA... lesson learnt hard.... i'll keep the pain in mind.... and fuck it im realli sad and my heart still hurts seeing a B- for this subj... i hate words like "if only i had..." or "i shld haf..." etc but i shld say tat i really regret tat i had not made full use of my potential and wasted my life and money in my uni days being so blur and immature to notice the things happening ard me... i hate it but to think "if only i can do this all over again..."

been retrospective of 2006... will be another post on my tots of "the start of the rest of my life..." brand new year and brand new start 2007....

im happy to see that people ard me is happy... hope i can be happier this comin year to not only see people get what they wan but i myself get wat i wan....

how i love the feeling of listening to slow nice songs and let my feelings flow with the rhythm like wat im doing rite now... new post coming up when i got this"feel" again.... oohhh~~ *知我陶醉之中*