lalalalala

hmm.... its been weeks since i said im gg to write a new yr resolution... but its seems tat im having the 走一步，看一步 attitude at the moment...

kinda lotsa things coming up.... the V.day tat only made mi feel inferior... CNY tat i dun haf all the time in the world to enjoy... Shell interview tat i need to go all e way to pulau bukom.... project submissions... quiz... fyp.... tat's life.... its all these stuff tat killed my attitude towards life and its all these tat i lanlan need to haf the 走一步，看一步 attitude towards life with nothing but confidence tat 船到桥头自然直。。。

i am not working towards what i want in life myself... who can i blame?... fuck it.... i seldom get wat i want in life.... despite effort put in trying for something, things will not turn out the way i want it.... suay... kns.... knn.... im getting irritable and kinda sian recently... guessed that im scolding a lot of vulgar when i dun usually do... guessed tat i pissed off some of my frens ard me... gotta stop it rite now.....

think quiting dota will give me more time to do the things tat allow me to achieve my goals.... also need to stop procrastinating and damn, just do it... like elvis's song... "a little less conversation and a little more action pls..." yes actions are more impt... and efforts not always equals to results as i've learnt it the hard way... gotta work smart....

just hope tat i dun spread negative energy anymore and everyone ard me is happy...